cherryblinky

2008-03-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO. this is the front view of our dance :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-VNHLemnpc

loves,
hillary

2008-03-17T18:37:00.002+08:00

Here's our dancework video. :D this is just the sideview will upload more after i receive it.

Haibrid'08

love.
-hillary

p.s: if you can't view it here, go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RpNNmDjA1iU

2008-03-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

i am so abandoning my blog D: can't help it. lj seems nicer to update. i also don't know why.

http://masqueradelove.livejournal.com

with love.
-hillary

2008-03-05T20:38:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh i seem to have abandoned blogger for lj. lj seem prettier. D: but i don't want delete my blogger. okay. i guess i'm still keeping both. so all my results are out. nothing fantastic. nothing amazing. as expected i flunk a few subjects. oh well. what to do. last minute studying don't get you far. okay my body is aching all over now. and i'm feeling super lazy. DDDDDDDDDD:

love.
-hillary

2008-03-02T02:44:00.002+08:00

I feel like a retard posting here and livejournal. oh well. i'm gonna keep both. yes i know i'm being very retarded. okay so i'm not gonna retype what i typed in the lj so go to masqueradelove.livejournal.com
i can't wait for danceworks!

ultimate boredom.
-hillary

2008-02-29T14:46:00.002+08:00

YAY. common test is finally. OVER. yes i'm so gonna flunk the stupid maths paper. i have an effing flu this morning and i couldn't think D: oh and i just posted in lj. yes the one which i created, abandoned and rotted. i'm super bored and tired. i want to go outtttttt.

love.
-hillary

p.s: i realised that this is such a stupid post. HAH.

2008-02-25T22:35:00.002+08:00

HAHA. while everyone is busy mugging. i took time out to blog :D not the best thing to hear but i need to relief stress. i feel quite prepared for poa i don't know why. and i hope what i did will come out. if not. i die. eng and poa tmr. and the start of the common test week. gonna mug hard for bio tmr. pleaseeeeeeeeee let something get into my brain even if i detest the subject. poa studying was very very very productive. yay. i need to stop slacking in class. seriously.

today was boring-ish. and i'm going to go off to sleep. am super tired right now. GOOD NIGHTS.

love.
-hillary

2008-02-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

I found this super random file in my comp. so yes i'm posting it here. may come in handy one day. hahas. yes it's a little late. vday is over i realised. you can always recall back though. :D

Say It With ROSES
1 stalk - Love at 1st Sight
2 stalks - Mutual Feelings
3 stalks - I Love You
7 stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 stalks - Together as Long as We Live
10 stalks - You are Perfect
11 stalks - You are My Treasured One
12 stalks - Be My Steady
13 stalks - Friends Forever
15 stalks - I am Sorry
20 stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
21 stalks - I am Committed to You
36 stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 stalks - My Love is Genuine
99 stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100 stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
101 stalks - You are My One and Only
999 stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time

Colours of Roses
Red - I love you or Encouragement
White - You are heavenly, reverence of innocence & purity
Pink - You are gentle & graceful
Light Pink - Gratitude & appreciation
Dark Pink - Admiration & sympathy joy & gladness
Orange - Enthusiasm
Blue - You are special
Purple - You are my romance
Yellow - Joy, Gladness, Freedom
Two Roses - Joined Together, Engagement
Red and White Roses - Together Unity

The Meanings Of Flowers
ACACIA - Concealed Love, Beauty in Retirement, Chaste Love
AMBROSIA - Your Love is Reciprocated
AMARYLLIS - Pride, Pastoral Poetry
ANEMONE - Forsaken
ARBUTUS - Thee Only Do I Love
ASTER - Symbol of Love, Daintiness
AZALEA - Take Care of Yourself for Me, Temperance, Fragile Passion, Chinese Symbol of Womanhood
BACHELOR BUTTON - Single Blessedness
BEGONIA - Beware
BELLS OF IRELAND - Good Luck
BITTERSWEET - Truth
BLUEBELL - Humility
CACTUS - Endurance
CAMELLIA (PINK) - Longing for you
CAMELLIA (RED) - You're a Flame in My Heart
CAMELLIA (WHITE) - You're Adorable
CARNATION (GENERAL) - Fascination, Woman Love
CARNATION (PINK) - I'll Never Forget You
CARNATION (RED) - My Heart Aches For You, Admiration
CARNATION (PURPLE) - Capriciousness
CARNATION (SOLID COLOR) - Yes
CARNATION (STRIPED) - No, Refusal, Sorry I Can't Be With You, Wish I Could Be With You
CARNATION (WHITE) - Sweet and Lovely, Innocence, Pure Love, Woman's Good Luck Gift
CARNATION (YELLOW) - You Have Disappointed Me, Rejection
CATTAIL - Peace, Prosperity
CHRYSANTHEMUM (GENERAL) - You're a Wonderful Friend, Cheerfulness and Rest.
CHRYSANTHEMUM (WHITE) - Truth
CHRYSANTHEMUM (YELLOW) - Slighted Love
CROCUS - Cheerfulness
CYCLAMEN - Resignation and Good-bye
DAFFODIL - Regard, Unrequited Love, You're the Only One, The Sun is Always Shining when I'm with You
DAISY - Innocence, Loyal Love, I'll Never Tell, Purity
DANDELION - Faithfulness, Happiness
FERN - Magic, Fascination, Confidence and Shelter
FIR - Time
FLAX - Domestic Symbol
FORGET-ME-NOT - True Love, Memories
FORSYTHIA - Anticipation
GARDENIA - You're Lovely, Secret Love
GERANIUM - Stupidity, Folly
GLADIOLI - Give Me a Break, I'm Really Sincere, Flower of the Gladiators
GLOXINIA - Love at First Sight
HEATHER (LAVENDER) - Admiration, Solitude
HEATHER (WHITE) - Protection, Wishes Will Come True
HOLLY - Defense, Domestic Happiness
HYACINTH (GENERAL) - Games and Sports, Rashness, Flower Dedicated to Apollo
HYACINTH (BLUE) - Constancy
HYACINTH (PURPLE) - I am Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Sorrow
HYACINTH (RED OR PINK) - Play
HYACINTH (WHITE) - Loveliness, I'll Pray for You
HYACINTH (YELLOW) - Jealousy
HYDRANGEA - Thank You for Understanding, Frigidity, Heartlessness
IRIS - Fleur-de-lis, Emblem of France, Your Friendship Means so Much to Me, Faith, Hope, Wisdom and Valor, My Compliments
IVY - Wedded Love, Fidelity, Friendship, Affection
JONQUIL - Love Me, Affection Returned, Desire, Sympathy, Desire for Affection Returned
LARKSPUR (PINK) - Fickleness
LILY (WHITE) - Virginity, Purity, Majesty, It's Heavenly to be with You
LILY (YELLOW) - I'm Walking on Air, False and Gay
LILY (CALLA) - Beauty
LILY (DAY) - Coquetry, Chinese Emblem for Mother
LILY (EUCHARIS) - Maiden Charms
LILY (TIGER) - Wealth, Pride
LILY OF THE VALLEY - Sweetness, Tears of the Virgin Mary, Return to Happiness, Humility, You've Made My Life Complete
MAGNOLIA - Nobility
MARIGOLD - Cruelty, Grief, Jealousy
MISTLETOE - Kiss me, Affection, To Surmount Difficulties, Sacred Plant of India
MONKSHOOD - Beware, A Deadly Foe is Near
MOSS - Maternal Love, Charity
MYRTLE - Love, Hebrew Emblem of Marriage
NARCISSUS - Egotism, Formality, Stay as Sweet as You Are
NASTURTIUM - Conquest, Victory in Battle
OLEANDER - Caution
ORANGE BLOSSOM - Innocence, Eternal Love, Marriage and Fruitfulness
ORANGE MOCK - Deceit
ORCHID - Love, Beauty, Refinement, Beautiful Lady, Chinese Symbol for Many Children
ORCHID (CATTLEYA) - Mature Charm
PALM LEAVES - Victory and Success
PEONY - Shame, Happy Life, Happy Marriage
PETUNIA - Resentment, Anger, Your Presence Sooths Me
PINE - Hope, Pity
POPPY (GENERAL) - Eternal Sleep, Oblivion, Imagination
POPPY (RED) - Pleasure
POPPY (WHITE) - Consolation
POPPY (YELLOW) - Wealth, Success
PRIMROSE - I Can't Live Without You
PRIMROSE (EVENING) - Inconstancy
ROSE (BRIDAL) - Happy Love
ROSE (DARK CRIMSON) - Mourning
ROSE (HIBISCUS) - Delicate Beauty
ROSE (LEAF) - You May Hope
ROSE (PINK) - Perfect Happiness, Please Believe Me
ROSE (RED) - Love, I Love You
ROSE (TEA) - I'll Remember Always
ROSE (THORNLESS) - Love at First Sight
ROSE (WHITE) - Innocence and Purity, I am Worthy of You, You're Heavenly, Secrecy and Silence
ROSE (WHITE AND RED MIXED) - Unity, Flower Emblem of England
ROSE (WHITE-DRIED) - Death is Preferable to Loss of Virtue
ROSE (YELLOW) - Decrease of Love, Jealousy, Try to Care
ROSEBUD - Beauty and Youth, A Heart Innocent of Love
ROSEBUD (RED) - Pure and Lovely
ROSEBUD (WHITE) - Girlhood
ROSEBUD (MOSS) - Confessions of Love
ROSES (Bouquet of Mature Blooms) - Gratitude
ROSES (Single Full Bloom) - I Love You, I Still Love You
SMILAX - Loveliness
SNAPDRAGON - Deception, Gracious Lady
SPIDER FLOWER - Elope with Me
STEPHANOTIS - Happiness in Marriage, Desire to Travel
STOCK - Bonds of Affection, Promptness, You'll Always Be Beautiful to Me
SWEETPEA - Good-bye, Departure, Blissful Pleasure, Thank You for a Lovely Time
TULIP (GENERAL) - Perfect Lover, Frame, Flower Emblem of Holland
TULIP (RED) - Believe Me, Declaration of Love
TULIP (VARIEGATED) - Beautiful Eyes
TULIP (YELLOW) - There's Sunshine in Your Smile
VIOLET - Modesty
VIOLET (BLUE) - Watchfulness, Faithfulness, I'll Always Be True
VIOLET (WHITE) - Let's Take a Chance
ZINNIA (MAGENTA) - Lasting Affection
ZINNIA (MIXED) - Thinking (or In Memory) of an Absent Friend
ZINNIA (SCARLET) - Constancy
ZINNIA (WHITE) - Goodness
ZINNIA (YELLOW) - Daily Remembrance

am gonna go studying tmr. yay. hope i'll get something in.

because of you.
-hillary

2008-02-23T17:19:00.002+08:00

Weekends are ultimate love. so yesterday was a day i think i won't be able to forget. no it's not cause of bio spa. oh bio spa was irritating. D: screwed up a little and poa test was eff. anyway, after school. the eight of us and mrs wan went to HSA hospice care. the people there were ohsosweet. they were really really nice. kim had the best chicken rice there. HAHA. we performed for them what we prepared and we did encore for dance (: sang karaoke with them and danced along. they have the most beautiful smile. even though they are elderlys and are terminally ill, they danced, clapped and sang along. this old aunty was really small and cute. i want to go back again :D i was super tired after that. went to starbucks with humans and homeeee.

Photos :D

It was definitely a very meaningful friday. ahhhhh. common test is next week. not the best thing to know. D:

take my photo off the wall.
-hillary

2008-02-21T21:08:00.002+08:00

omfg. tmr. is. bio spa. i know is no big deal for all you humans out there. but i'm freaking out for godknowswhat reasons. and poa test is postpone tmr. ahhhhhh. i wanted to get it done today. but nooooooooo. have to postpone D: oh well. okay i need to mug real hard. i need to do well for common testtttttttttttttttttt. ahhhhh farizah is sort of freaking out for don't know what reason too. i swear. is bio spa. HAHA. is getting on my nerves. okay i need to breathe.

shasha didn't come school today D: i was bored. hahas. after that lunch with kimmy, farizah, joel, nic and syafiq. funny sia. we saw a samurai girl today.

anyway, sayang he is a slut. don't be upset okay. we love you. you don't need no slutty human to go on. :D

with love.
-hillary

2008-02-19T09:35:00.002+08:00

i.hate.throwing.up.period. the feeling is god damn disgusting. now i understand why bulimic people throw up. immediate weight loss. anyway. now i'm at home. and i'm gonna study abit. common test is just next week D: not looking forward to that. okay i'm gonna go study now.

i'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.
-hillary

2008-02-17T01:38:00.005+08:00

:D:D i did maths today. yay. i completed my maths hw. D: went to farizah's house again today. bought her roses and cookies :D cindy got quite lost in a way. damn funny i swear. went to siglap starbucks. and sent farizah home. slacked and took photos. happy humans. hahas. went to simei to slack. and now i'm dead tired.

Photos in random order. :D

it was fun. hahas. and i'm super sleepy now. life.is.boring.

i'm sorry. i had no intention of doing that. i didn't mean it that way. wonder if you'll read this. oh well. GOODNIGHTS.

scribble out the truth with lies.
-hillary

2008-02-16T00:41:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOO. went to farizah's house today :D it was fun. i loveeeeeee girl talk and i bet you do too. hahas. cindy and i went over to farizah's house cause of ________. :D anyway, her mum was really nice. see the tray one the left side of the photo. the curry puff was awesome. we talked non-stop. and photos. :D farizah, you look hot lah! i love you :D okay i seem to be a very happy smiley person now and i don't know why.

i'm like effing tired now.

Photos.

Part of the CG room. BALLOONS for vday. super lots of love lah. and these are only half of it.

next week is filled with tests and more tests. D:

love.
-hillary

2008-02-14T22:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY! :D

Hope everyone had a wonderful vday today. anyway, a huge THANK YOU! to all the lovely people for all the lovely gifts. this year school was really filled with love. all the balloons and what nots. everywhere you go, you see balloons. but it's nice to see how everyone put in effort.

went to tm with mich and cin. bus broke down. -.- super retarded i swear. went to airport! very lesbian vday. oh well. alot of bitching. quite alot anyway. farizah came down and we slacked.

cheer up sayang! we love you alot alot alot. and i love you even more :D

so today was filled with love, sadness and a whole lot of hugs.

look for the girl with the broken smile,
-hillary

2008-02-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PRINCESS NICHOLAS :D

school was a real torture i swear. apparently pieprincess was right. 3 hours of sleep is not enough. oh well. anyway, i'm god damn tired now. and i have yet to complete my hw. typical. hahas. like mrs loh says i'm not performing up to standard and i need to prioritize and apparently studies comes first lah . BUTTTT i haven't exactly been up to standard ever since sec 2 started. this is the don't know how many time i repeating this but yes i need to work damn hard. DDDDDDDDDDD: dance was productive. i need to remember my steps. gooooooo dancework! anyway i've done something for my hw. so i feel less guilty :D i ate almost a tube of mentos hoping it'll give me a sugar rush but nooooooo. i'm dead tired now. D:

i miss slacking. hahas. slacked today but only for a short while. those were the times. now i need to start mugging real hard D: the big Os. the super duper important exams which is almost part of your life this year. sian.

love.
-hillary

2008-02-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

DDDDD: cny is over D: school is starting tmr and sian. hw. incomplete. sure die. now i can't wait for vday! okay this is a super short post. i'm going off. byeeeeeeeee. :D

love.
-hillary

2008-02-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. hahas. abit late. anyway. date backkkkk.

6th feb.
rushed home from sch. changed and waited for my aunt and uncle to come. went to conrad hotel for dinner and went walking and had desert at fullerton hotel. and surprisingly, we caught the fireworks which i had no idea of. it shot out from the bridge. a mini fireworks which lasted for about 10mins. very pretty. :D by the time we walked back to the hotel it was 1+?

7th feb.
day one of cny. visited daddy's friends. gambled and i won 50 :D okay but i used daddy's money. but who cares. we stayed till 1+. mummy was complaining. oh well. it's cny so it's a good excuse for gambling whatttt.

today :D
pick up my aunt and uncle and went to sentosa. super crowded. all the workers in singapore seem to be there luh. seriously i wouldn't want to be at the beach today. if you're there today, you'd know what i mean. drove to macritchie reservoir. walked around. very pretty place. drove somemore to upper and lower pierce reservioir. saw many monkeys along the way. DAMN CUTE. super super small one. walked around. and by then it was night. went to eastcoast for dinner. dinner by the sea. :D nice. hahas. walked round east coat abit, saw people water skiing. sent them back to their hotel and home sweet home.

photos!

So i was getting really bored.

Aunt and uncle are leaving tmr. gonna bring them to haji lane! (: can't wait. and then it's off to val's bbq :D yay. i can't wait.

loves.
-hillary

2008-02-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE :D

chinatown yesterday was fun! went to bugis to get clothes for dance. met colin, jem and grayson. and went to chinatown or chingchong town/land (: anyway, even though it was bloody crowded and all. it's was quite fun uh. did many really stupid things. hahas. ended up at raffles. sat by the singapore river at boat quay for awhile. and homeeeeeeeee.

today school ended at 1010am :D the morning assembly was alright? and there were idiots throwing oranges back at the lion dancers. my god. how stupid lah. of all things to do. -.- rude much. oh well. so we had 2 periods of english and 1 period of teacher contact. not very interesting. lunch with the babes and homeeeeeee. wanted to sleep but i guess i should just forget about it. it's too late.

my aunt is gonna reach in like an hour or so. chinese new year seems boring this year. D: sian.

love.
-hillary

2008-02-03T21:40:00.001+08:00

Here are the photos. finally. there's more but here are those from the party and the pretty lights in the class :D

Me and cindy. and pie princess's present :D

Group shots of me and my babes. they look awesome. :D

Random photos and the cake mummy got for me.

photos photos photos.

the cake. hahas. and the big teddy :D

Credits to elisha. me cutting the cake.

The lovely gifts and cards. THANK YOU! :D

Credits to kimmy and elisha for the photos. thanks babes. and a big THANKYOU everyone :D

love.
-hillary

2008-02-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

a huge THANK YOU! for all the people who came down last night. :D hope you enjoyed it. and thank you for all the lovely gifts, absolutely love (: and all the wishes :D thanks for the ultimate sweet sixteen (:

i'm super tired. D: photos up later. am grabbing photos off kimmy's photobucket. anyway, today rained and rained and rained. and i wore heels. and went to chinatown. great right -.- now i have blisters. there's gonna be cip tmr i guess. sian.

so many photoooooooos. credits to kim and elisha :D hahas.

and thank youuuuuuuuuuuu loves for coming down :D

much loves.
-hillary

2008-02-02T00:54:00.001+08:00

yay! i'm 16 :D i can't wait for day to arrive. let's hope everything turn out well. (: gonna blog later or sth.

the ultimate.
-hillary

2008-02-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN VERAAAAAAA! :D

Hope you enjoyed today! hahas. okay so today was really really really nice. thank you lovely people. (: lessons were slack-ish. cip got cancelled due to the rain and we did class notice board :D

okay i'm counting down to mine :D

love.
-hillary

2008-01-31T21:05:00.000+08:00

yay yay yay. in like one more day. 161616161616161616! tmr is vera's bday :D i don't know but i'm super excited. and and there's cip tmr. quite sad uh. til 630. anyway. had two test today. this week had like test test and more test. so irritating. finally tmr. NO TEST :D and we had Vday sales after school. quite successful even though we started with not much business. it was fun. in a way.

now i'm super tired D:

i can't waittttttttttttt.

just like those promises that you made.
-hillary

2008-01-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

i'm feel awfully lazy today. and i'm suppose to be motivated to study. suppose. and i've finished reading the book and the ending was like so expected but it's still nice.

test and more test. the whole deal of O levels. all the teachers are stressing on that fact over and over again. sick and tired of listening to those lines. anyway gonna go see my new house later. yes daddy and mummy bought the house and i have yet to step into it or comment on it. but it's suppose to look very much alike to my house and mummy likes it.

oh well. i'm gonna go see house. :D

sincerely, me.
-hillary

2008-01-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

A BIG CONGRATS for all those who did well for their Os. all your hard work paid off eh. i saw many happy souls jumping about. tears of joy and whatnot. it's great to see all the happy faces. but when they showed the percentage of distinctions and passes, it pulled a trigger in me. it's super stressful looking at it. ahhhhhhh. i need to study really really really really really hard. D: my maths is still in the drain. D: i need to save it. quick. i have to kick my laziness awayyyyyyyyy. yes it's damn easy to type here but to really set my mind to it. effed up much. the whole i'm suppose to study now haven't kick in yet even though i did think bout it. but i did my poa hw for a start. yay. okay i really really need to work on getting motivated. i need to stop slackinggggggggggggg. D:

had dance for awhile after the result thing. went to downtown afterwards and home sweet home. tuition after that. MATHS. maths is everywhere -.-

i guess most things are quite settled. omggggg. i hope it turns out well. :D 9 more daaaaaaaays. :D

i'm iswak2ing again. die. i need to stop.

at the stars.
-hillary

2008-01-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Natural Beige Relationships

Warmhearted and gentle
Intensely loving and committal
Seek lifelong relationships
Very private, keep true feelings and opinions reserved or hidden from others. This may cause them to constantly defer intimate relationships, which may cause problems if others are not sensitive to their feelings
If they are in the habit of not expressing their needs and feelings, they find themselves in situations throughout their life where they feel overlooked or even "tread upon" by others
Highly practical and cynical by nature, these feelings may cause the Natural Beige to become bitter. This causes them to either give up on their relationships, or to start using their relationships for their own personal gain. However if the Natural Beige consistently express their feelings to those closest to them, they will have a very positive, warm outlook on life and love, and are unlikely to find themselves in relationships which they are taken for granted or taken advantage of
Go to great lengths to please their partners
Very loyal and supportive, with a deep capacity for love
Detest conflict and discord, and highly value being seen and understood for who they are
Need space to live their lives in their own unique way, and will respect other's need for space

Natural Beige Strengths

Warm, friendly and affirming by nature
Usually optimistic
Good listeners
Good at dealing with practical day-to-day concerns
Flexible and laid-back, usually willing to defer to their mates
Their love of aesthetic beauty and appreciation for function makes them likely to have attractive, functional homes
Take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships
Values and respects other’s personal space
Likely to enjoy showing their affection through acts and deeds
Sensuous and earthy

Natural Beige Weaknesses

Not good at planning
Extreme dislike of conflict and criticism
Focused on enjoying the present moment, they may appear lazy or slow-moving at times
Need to have their own space, and dislike having it invaded
May be slow to show their affection with words
Prefers actions over words
Finds it hard to reveal innermost thoughts and feelings
May become overly cynical and practical

Natural Beige as Lovers

You are the archetypical “gentle lover”. Intensely private, you only open your personal depths to people whom you deeply trust and love. Should your partner succeed in winning you over (a process which can span years), you can truly be the ideal lover: warm, giving, selfless and considerate. However, conflicts are anathema to you. You actively hate confrontations, and feel personally threatened by such situations. Learn that short-term and constructive conflicts can be a useful tool in solving problems, and your relationship will be infinitely more rewarding.

Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the Natural Beige's natural partner is the Active Yellow, or Warm Grey.

that seem so true eh. every single detail seem so true. omg. hahas.

2008-01-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

:DDDDDDDDD hahas. i don't know why but i feel quite high now. sugar rush. major. okay. lessons, boring as usual. CIP was super quick. hahas. we spend like what 10 mins tops. yes. that fast. anyway. i loveeeeeeeeeeeee the song pie princess sent me! it's super nice. okay moving on. my friend just sent me this screamo song. and omg. the lead singer is a girl. SHE SOUNDED LIKE A GUY. exactly a guy. but she look damn hot. HOW CAN. it's like super creepy!

tmr will be a long day i guess. can't wait for friday :D yay yay yay. 10 more day 10 more days. okay i'm just damn hyper now. and i have no idea why.

btw btw. THANKS JOHN CHEN. being a very nice person. he accompanied my group for CIP :D

whatever happen to love.
-hillary

2008-01-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

YAY. i've got the videos. butttttt. the sad sad part is, i can't edit them. cause the file is not recognise by the stupid software D: okay so till i can find sth that recognises the videos, i can't post them up!

moving onnnnnn. so today the mrt had a disruption. MAJOR DISRUPTION. like not affect super alot of students. example. us humans we take mrt to sch everyday. it was the worst jam i swear. and it made me wait like 30mins for a cab. how sickening right! it made everyone late so yup. but it's fun. i missed the first two periods :D even though it's really redundant periods but still. tmr is gonna be a long long day. there's gonna be mahths test. GREAT. i hateeeeeeeeeeee circles. but no i have to love them cause i really really really need to pass maths.

and and dance was great. tiring but great. :D

now or never.
-hillary

2008-01-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

I NEED INSPIRATIONNNNNNNNNN. i've run out of things to write for my compo. and i still have bio and physics to complete D: i'm like super bored ad super tired. and i didn't know there's someone else in my house. oh well. guess i'm gonna move soon. D: i like my houseeeee. i don't want to move. oh well on a lighter note, i get to have a new room. i can revamp my room :D

i hate hw.

yay. everything seems to be great now. (: i can't wait i can't wait. i can't believe i'm already counting down. hahas.

can you see the girl i use to be.
-hillary

P.S: PIE PRINCESS WANTS ME TO THANK HIM. so, Thank You PIE PRINCESS RICO :D for keeping your promise! and for having the thought of sending me the poster EVEN THOUGH YOU DIDN'T! hahas.

2008-01-19T00:13:00.001+08:00

Yes i know i look super retarded. but who careeeeeees. i like the colour. :D IKEA IS THE ULTIMATE LOVE. :D:D:D:D btw btw JAY CHOU'S CONCERT D: oh well. and his birthday! ahhh i'm just damn bored. even though i've a major lack of sleep, i have no effing idea why i still like to stay up. and iswak2. the angmoh girl daaaaaaamn pretty. like doll pretty.

Could it be that nothings gonna change.
-hillary

p.s: yay. 14 more days :D

2008-01-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

BORINGGGGGGGG. I swear. sec 4 is ultimate stress. Have to complete all the super overdue holiday hw luh. damn tiring can. every night have to rush hw. yes. i should have done it during the holidays and yadah yadah. oh well. at least now i think i settled most of it. today is jay chou's concert. omgggg. i love jay chou like super alot.

anyway, went to Ikea today with sha, farizah and kimmy. so fun lah. i swear we had the most retarded moments. photos will be up soon. and videos. you'll laugh your ass off. hints hints* kim got bitched by china couple. it's damn funny. i loveeeeeee ikea :D and the food was awesome. you should see what we ate. okay i'm waiting for humans to send me photos so i can upload. so yup. and and we spend like 50++ at ikea just for the class. (:

until i saw the stranger that was you.
-hillary

2008-01-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

omggggggggggggg. i'm effing tired. and i'm still rushing with compo. i can't believe i wanted to sleep early today. and apparently noooooooo i can't. dance was fun and tiring. i miss dance. okay so there's rehersal for this thing and we have nothing. totally NOTHING.

anyway. yay! i completed my compo. at least 3/4 of it lah. good enough. i can complete it tmr in class. :D so tonight i'm not going to go offline for the same reason as yesterday :D finallyyyyyyy. kay now i've got to start working on geog project and ss project. die. super overdue.

oh well. i'm off to bed. goodnights!

the last something that meant anything,
-hillary

2008-01-13T14:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Grayson!

helloooooooooooooooooooo. hahas. yesterday went to crow's chalet. hahas. went down in the afternoon. omggggggg. i miss them like super alot. it's been so long since i saw them. humans were watching saw 4. and then we started disturbing people. everyone woke up and we went to eat. then pool-ed and arcade then back to chalet. hahas. played ban luck. damn funny luh. bbq was alright. i had sore throat and it's acting up again. ohohoh and valerie and i became jeremy's lucky star. HAHAHA. after that played even more ban luck and close to 12 i went home. i miss slacking with them. hahas.

now i'm stuck with hw. D: lots and lots of them. and and iswak2 is loveeeeeee.

loves.
-hillary

2008-01-12T02:01:00.000+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooo after a week (: hahas. school's been pretty stress lah. yes owing teachers hw and all. cleared some of them already. yay. had poa test. confirm flunk. pretty much this week was just hwhwhwhwhwhw and lessonslessonslessonslessons. nothing super interesting happen.

anyway, today went to Temasek Poly's open house. saw like alot of people there. the people there were nice. hahas. their mass dance was so cute i swear. even though it kind of drizzled, it didn't stop them from having fun. i learn how to write my name in japanese. so cool lah. hahas. designed tees. :D i had fun. their fashion design look really awesome. They had the nicest painted dustbin i've seen so far luh. really very pretty. gonna wait for elisha to upload all the pics so i can actually cope and put them here. HAHA. okay i'm down with a sore throat. yes. again. hahas. this time i have no idea why. it was like super sudden luh. and today we've met the most fucked up, irritating and annoying bus driver in our whole life. i couldn't imagine what the world would be like if all drivers were like him sia. so irritating luh. okay enough of being irritated. i don't want the weekends to ever end pleaseeeeeeeee.

a little bit of everything.
-hillary

2008-01-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

TOWNNNNN. hahas. went to town with cin and sam. rained D: went to cine to play lan. played dota, cs, warcraft, half life. all in the same day. and the funniest thing is. we don't really know how to play =x it was fun luh. steamboat at bugis for dinner and then we took 12. not the most meaningful day but quite fun luh. sam lost her shades at don't know where. cheer up girl.

kinda miss mich. been awhile since i saw her. quick come back to school! hahas.

shopping tmr. (: yay!

heaven on earth,
-hillary

2008-01-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOO. seminar was great. (: i love the clique. and i guess their words really got through to many people. continued with orientation. nothing much too. hopefully the sec 1s enjoyed the orientation. i like the campfire :D after that helped out for parents thingy. and rushed home for tuition. he is old D: but he seem quite nice lah. so now i'm dead tired. i think ever since school started, i've been dead tired lah. lack of sleep. MAJOR!

so next week will be the official start for lessons. which means HW. and the worst part is. there's gonna be tests already. gahhhhhh STRESS.

my eyelids are closing on me.

love.
-hillary

2008-01-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

CAMPFIREEEEEEEEEEEEEE. (: so today's orientation was fun. even though lots of shouting and screaming. it was really great to see the sec 1s coming out of their shells and just have fun. now i have no voice D: and am having the worst cramps EVER. seminar is tmr cause of the swap. so the sec 1 orientation is coming to an end soon. tmr will be the last day D: i will kinda miss it somehow though it's super tiring. and it excuses me from lessons X) stayed in sch from 710 till 8+ 9 luh i think. saw the girls dance and they were awesome. the juniors improved alot. (: yadah yadah. went to mac to slack. we made super lots of noise. the super loud laughters. =x all the retarded stuff everyone said. had fun lah. then went home. and till now i'm still dying from cramps. effing painful D: IM DAMN TIRED NOW!

all i have.
-hillary

2008-01-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

First day of school. Love the classroom that's for sure. AND this is so random. I MISS DANCE SUPER ALOT. i miss dancinggggggggggg. D: apparently can't. sec one orientation. quite fun doing the banana dance and singing songs with them but they were abit dead. oh well but at least they were enjoying jacob's ladder. i miss sec 1 times too. all those silly moments.

kay so the whole orientation wrapped up close to 5 i guess. went home with eli. nothing much happen lah actually and i think i'm gonna miss lessons tmr too. campfire tmr night (: hope that it's fun. hopefully the thing will end around 8. djbfsklnfgklfnvg my pms is acting up like no one's business. i hate moodswings.

sometimes i wished.
-hillary

2008-01-01T13:50:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOO. and HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! Finally 2008 arrived which means school is starting. D: oh well. the big O is just months away.

Countdown with cin and the ncc guys. It was the bomb! the fireworks were amazing. very pretty. binghong was really nice to find my friends and i and bringing us to a place where we can actually breathe lah. everyone was monkeying around. it was really fun climbing over the barriers, squeezing through the mad crowd and yes we trying not to get touched lah. hahas. and yes i have to mention it again. fireworks were THE BEST (:

Photos taken from cin's blog.

HAPPY 2008 EVERYONE! (:

with love.
-hillary

2007-12-31T00:43:00.000+08:00

okay so since it's past midnight, it is officially the LAST day of 2007. how time flies. D: next year will be the big Os. and then everyone will walk their separate paths. zomgggggg. the thought of that is upsetting. i can't imagine how much i'll miss the babes. 2007 had been a year full of ups and downs be it in studies, boyfriend, friendship, family etc. this year was really sort of a wake up call after seeing my horrendous results. so buck up for 2008. and this year had been a meaningful one though. seeing how every single one around me have grown in every single way.

CINDY is smart as ever and still child at heart.
ETHEL is the wise one with all the sensible advices and super hardworking.
ELISHA my dear girl we've gone through so much together and you've grown since the first time we met. always wondering around and disappearing XP
MICHELLE, 2007 was a tough year ya. you're always funny in your own little ways and it keeps us laughing (:
SAMANTHA my dear sister. you've grown alot lah. much more sensible than before. always keep that smile on your face.
STEPHANIE girl! it's been long since i saw you and your super long legs. the super cute one. and yes we love the change. you look hot! (:

much loves babes! 2007 had been a great year with you babes. and i'm gonna miss it. the thick and thin, ups and downs we've been through together. and being there for each other even when the sky falls. ultimate loves (: so it'll be goodbye 2007 and a big hello to 2008!

moving on, gonna meet cin tmr. today's been boring-ish? read some ghost haunts and it crept me out. specially the photos taken. and i went on blog hopping.

i think i've fallen for you.
-hillary

p.s: RICO THE PRINCESS WANTS TO BE FEATURED! hahas. my company in hongkong. hahas. having the worst timings when going out. and all the dragon ball-ing and ko one-ing!

2007-12-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH the two songs which i fell so in love with.

想對你說的　讓他先說了
從此只能　猜測
你流淚是因為　快樂

想要給你的　他先給你了
從此只能　負荷
寂寞和愛　本來能分割

祝福你是我的保護色
專心扮演朋友的角色
在你們擁抱的那一刻
我心一分為二

欺騙你是我的保護色
甘心做個愛情的弱者
真愛不死就能逃得遠遠的
等待是我職責(愛你是天擇)

路越走越曲折　不能回頭了
能傷害我的　都是我愛的
還保護什麼　還保護什麼

The song the piano is still damn nice lah. and the lyrics are meaningful. and my throat is killing me like abcdeffffffffff. D:

雨下在我窗前
玻璃也在流眼淚
街上的人都看起來
比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗
還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天
我常常會夢見

我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願
你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠

愛你是孤單的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事
多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你
用我自己的方式

我在你的心裡
有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現
我還在你身邊

went out with cin, sam and sha. I MISS YOU BABES. it's great seeing them. shopped around and walked aimlessly cause my dear girl lost her card. ahhhhh cheer up. sure can find one. i'm lazy to blog further. flu is a bitch!

loves.
-hillary

2007-12-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

BACKKKKKKKKK (: FINALLY! hahas. i miss not being cold though. singapore is rather hot. =x oh well. my flu is still here. D: anyway had a good chat with CINDYLIN. haven't talk to her in ages sia. moving on, here are the photos!

Photos taken in China, Shenzhen. the place was really nice. up the mountains. the pumpkins are HUGE. their seeds were brought out to space and brought back to earth. they are 150kgs? SUPER BIG I SWEAR. The botanic garden of all four seasons. butterflies were beautiful. The part with snow was really pretty. i pity the men that stood there for idon'tknow how many hours. they even had fake snow falling. yes. FAKE snow. at least from far it looked like snow lah. Then went to this place were there was steam. and we went on to the choochoo train ride (: went pass a lake. night falls, all the lights were up. lightings were nice. very english. they had those cute cottages decorated. The other very pretty lightings were taken inside the hotel. they even had choir to sing christmsa carols.

Random photos taken while i was in hk. the drink was just for fun. high tea with mummy and her friends. and yes the other photo was the toilet. the door damn cute lah. and the photo which wasn't clear was this superb italian restaurant. two thumbs up! the bunny was part of some dimsum i ate. Then some random photos of part of my house. i love the tea table. and the christmas plant which i had no idea what it's called. yes it rained. And then it's times square at causeway bay. very christmasy!

Photos taken from my cousin's wedding. these are some of my cousins. there are many more photos, just now with me. when they're sent to me, i'll post them (:

my aunts and mummy.

Part of the family. and it's super blur.

Grandma's birthday. she's like super duper small. (:

hahas. so that's bout it. YAY. out tmr (: can't wait to see them. and i swear i'm sneezing non-stop. D:

PRINCESS is coming back tmr :D

loves.
-hillary

2007-12-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. yeah gonna come back tmr. :D and and HAPPY BOXING DAY (:

kay i'm gonna date back to 23rd december. My cousin's wedding with his pretty bride. many many photos just now with me. hahas. the ballroom was really really grand. the band was really good too. and for the first time I SAW MY PARENTS DANCE. they had this dancefloor and everyone was suppose to dance. so me and my cousins went to dance too. it was fun. hahas. the dancefloor was really crowded though. the whole thing ended past midnight. the bride and groom was super sweet (:

yesterday was grandma's birthday dinner. took many photos. saw my distant relatives. grandma was very happy. walked around with my cousins. nothing much though.

today was spent at home watching my ko one but i'm suppose to be packing -.- ahhhhhh. and watching tv! hahas. now i'm bored.

anyway, photos will be up soon. (:

if i'll ever be.
-hillary

2007-12-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

may everyone's wish come true. gonna go down to the beach so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

with love.

-hillary

2007-12-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

whoo in awhile more it's gonna be christmas! bet alot of humans are out partying. and i'm here stuck at home. ahhhh but there's like at least 10000 people out there on the streets at the countdown. anyway, can't wait to hear the christmas carolling. and the party at the beach! :D heard that temperature is gonna drop to 11 degrees. what a change. oh well at least i'll be back by then. hahas.

just now when i was watching tv. they showed this woman who had 2 chickens as pets. one died. and she was super upset and she spent a fortune on the chicken's 'funeral' like quite sweet lah. she even cut down on eating chickens.

ahhhh okay countdownnnnnnnnnnn. can't wait.

loves.
-hillary

2007-12-23T01:33:00.000+08:00

WHOOOO. back from shenzhen. went to the top of the mountain. took photos. the hotel inside was damn nice. the place had a very european feeling. really very nice. specially at night. can't post the photos up now cause i didn't bring my hp cable -.-

HAPPY BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY KORKOR!

wanted to post this up yesterday. awww. anyway. I CALLED TO WISH YOU! even though it was waaaaaaay after 12.

Christmas is cominggggggggg. hohoho. and all the different wishes from boyfriend to accessories to gadgets and what not.

santa can you hear me,

i have been so good this year

and all i want is one thing,

tell me my true love is here.

he's all i want, just for me,

underneath my christmas tree.

and i'll be waiting here,

santa that's my only wish this year.

i love this song. Britney then and compared it with now. what a waste lah. she can definitely sing.

i can't wait for christmas to comeeeeee. anyway, tmr is cousin's wedding. and in 4 more days i'll be home sweet home. (:

it'll never be.

-hillary

2007-12-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

SHOPPING. went shopping today. bought most of the stuff for my dear girls already (: and christmas is coming. schools in hk all half day today. so when i was out. the streets were packed. and i went shoppingggggggg. my feet hurt like eff. reason for that. heels. tmr going to shenzhen to visit daddy's friend. long day ahead. and having a block nose cause of the weather is eff. ahhhhh. kay. i'm done here.

5 more days! :D

your heart desires.
-hillary

2007-12-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh. okay i'm not oogling at guys =x just so happen to see lah. haha. anyway. wanted to blog yesterday but apparently blogger decided to be super slow.

monday went out to this super huge shopping mall, very much alike to vivo but bigger. went to this italian restuarant with mummy's collegue's family. damn nice. the place is not very big but very italian.

yesterday had dinner with my god mother, her mum and mummy's ex collegue. the last time i saw my god mother was like 5 years ago lah. hahas. she super cute. i miss her luh.

and so today i planned to stay home. but i'm going out to find my nanny. or some sort of nanny lah for dinner. i finished watching the ko one first disc. i like the guy who play the pianoooooooooo! the song is damn nice. he's damn sweet lah. i can't believe i sat infront of my laptop for at least 5 hours just to watch this. oh well. 8 more days till i'm back. (: i miss you people!

i miss you.
-hillary

2007-12-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

STEAMBOAT IS LOVE (: yes. hahas. went out to meet my grandma and relatives. long time no see eh. everywhere in hk is super super croweded. I SAW A VERY HANDSOME GUY. yes i know i'm ranting alot about handsome cute guys BUT really alot =x moving on. did some shopping today and gonna continue tmr (: went into this super nice cafe today. the floor is covered with sand. the place is really damn nice. great place for party. and it's like 5 mins walk from my house. HAH. it's call black sheep i think. photos if i can take. the owner is mummy's classmate i think.

anyway, the house is super quiet now. everyone is asleep i guess. so i'm gonna go off soon. MORE SHOPPING TMR (:

hot as ice.
-hillary

2007-12-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

yay. hahas. celebrated grandma's birthday just now :D she's super happy. and had bbq this afternoon. and it is the most expensive bbq. abaloneeeeee. and alot of other food luh. $4000+. yes. i could buy alot of stuff with that please. anyway, daddy's back. so i think i may not be coming online every night already D: watching death note the anime version on tv now. my dry skin is killing me i swear. it's itching and drying up like nobody's business. -.- and tmr i still have to go out and meet my relatives. great. and and accomplishment! i decorated the house for christmas. like finally. yes i did it. with the help of my uncle's maid though. now my house is super christmasy x) i'm lacking of photos i realised. ahhhhhh. i'm gonna be less lazy soon i guess and take photos.

i'm tireddddddddddddddddddd.

out and under.

-hillary

2007-12-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

helloooooo again. as you can see i have super alot of time. cousin bring his friend over for bbq tmr. daddy is coming back tmr. celebrating grandma's birthday tmr. went shoping with mummy today. bought some stuff. SINGAPORE NEEDS HK DRAMA. addicitive bodoh. and the sad part. i can't catch the showwwwww. i bloody can't know what will happen on monday and tuesday. !@#$% i want to watch! D: oh well. i'm overly bored. I WANT GO SENTOSAAAAA. D:

i swear i miss you.
-hillary

2007-12-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

the children in third world counrty so poor thing! 13 year old, no parents, oldest in the family, still must take care of the whole family eh. he somemore love his siblings so much. ahhhhh. super sad lah. they all so poor thing. i think if you see it on tv, you'd cry. they ask people to adopt. $7 a day, $210 a month. then can change a child's life. i also want to adopt one luh.

okay anyway, tmr's friday and daddy's gonna come back on saturday. D: gonna celebrate grandma's birthday on saturday too. bought her a very cute cake. today i walked round the whole of shek o. the beach is damn nice. and and we climbed the hill. the view damn nice. the sky is filled with many pretty stars now. okay i seriously very bored lah. thats why. hahas.

it'll always be.
-hillary

2007-12-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

I MISS CINDY, ELISHA, ETHEL, MICHELLE, SAMANTHA, STEPHANIE! (:

alphabetical order. another day passed. ahhhh. went out with mummy again. met her friend for lunch and another friend for high tea. hongkong rush hour like not the most people also. so irritating. and and today is super warm, for winter lah. tmr will be quite warm too (: i like this weather sososososoooooooo much better. tmr is going to be a super slack day too. andddddddddd i want to watch ISWAK2 on youtube or sth. I NEED MY WIRELESS D:

i don't want to stay awake.
-hillary

2007-12-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

I AM SO BOREDDDDDDDDDD. stayed home today. steamboat at home (: watched a drama call KO One. don't know when did that show come out. but i watched the first two episode quite nice leh. hk got nice drama. and it'd been 4 days and i'm missing everyoneeeeeeee. especially my dancers and elisha! and not forgetting farizah and kim. and the list goes on.

kay now i watching this show. very retarded. about laws. talking bout how you cannot use coins in cents to pay for sth more than $2. okay i have nth to blog bout anymore. gonna go out tmr. so byebyeeeeee.

i think i love you.
-hillary

2007-12-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY SUPERWOMAN!

i love you super super alot! 8 months and going on strong. I MISS YOU ALOT YOU KNOW!

SHOPPING :DDDDD okay so shopping is ultimate love. yes. went out with mummy today. met aunt for lunch and we went SHOPPING! other than that nothing great happened. hongkong have pretty christmas decorations. i'm hungry =x yeah dinner time X) be right back X)

back. am gonna wait for nice tv shows to start. i want nice shows. anyway, 17 more days till i'm back. countdownnnnnnnnnn. and and zomg i saw a guy VERY HANDSOME. at the mrt station. ahhhhh. and another one he look like jay chou can. HANDSOME! ahhhhhhhhhh. why can't he be my neighbour or sth. i have cute angmohs as neighbours though. not that bad. but i swear the guy very handsome! D: he's not in singapore. D: i've been seeing many cute angmoh toddlers. very handsome. very pretty they speak perfect cantonese. SO CUTE LAH! gonna take photos with them one day. hopefully. okay. i'm gonna continue watching my tv. :D

and i miss you love.
-hillary

2007-12-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

i'm god damn bored. D: okay i stayed home today. and it was super boring. i even attempted to do hw! yes. that's how bored i am. yay. going out tmr. SHOPPING! that's the most love part i guess. my eyes are irritated =x i swear here got so much to eat lah. CINDY I KNOW YOU WANT COME! hahas. gonna go walk walk with mummy later. i swear i will go damn fat at the rate my grandma ask me to eat. saw my childhood friend just now. kinda miss her lah. (: i manage to be a pig and wake up like at 2pm. record time please. i slept at 2+am i think. woke up at 9+ and went back to sleep. :D slacked around. gonna start decorating for christmas soon. uncle bought pretty decorations. and i have pretty christmas trees. hahas. so i guess there's actually alot of things to do but i'm lazy. =x super super lazy.

i swear i am super super full now.

get well soon sam! take cares alright!

i swear i miss you.
-hillary

2007-12-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO AGAIN. (: okay so i'm really bored lah that's why i'm here to blog again. apparently when night falls, it gets so much colder lah. and my dear girls still not online cept for thel. ahhhhh. relax lah woman. slowly find sure can find one. and I MISS ETHELNG! (: CINDY, SAM, MICH, SHA, STEPH I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUUUUUU! ahhhhh. time is not passing fast. and i waiting for humans to appear online and they aren't. D:

dial up is irritating. i bloody can't use the phone and be online at the same time! JKGOIHFBSKDFLBSDFJDBFLDSF. D: anyway. cousin gonna bring his friends over for bbq. ahhh lets hope that will cure my boredom. yeah. sammy's online. ahhhhhhh.

i can't deny your eyes.
-hillary

2007-12-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO FROM HK! :D apparently i don't have the best connection here as it's taking me ages to log into msn. it's irritating! IT WAS FASTER JUST NOW! ahhhhh. oh well. the weather is quite alright still. i haven't eat. and i see food infront. HUNGRY! okay. i seriously want to come back onlineeeeeeee. 19 days to home. i can't wait. really can't wait. i'm missing alot of humans. ahhhhhhh. my connection is disgusting i swear. let's hope that by the time i finish dinner. i'm signed in. PEOPLE COME ONLINE! i swear it's boring here.

yeah i am online and my msn is alright now (:

tear drops on my guitar.
-hillary

2007-12-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH. i feel like missing everyone. didn't get to go out with all the babes today. only went out with cindy and sam. visited mich. she is recovering damn fast luh. take cares luh. anyway. it's a pity couldn't see everyone before leaving for 19 days of boredom. NINETEEN DAYS! so long can. i don't like this feeling of missing super alot of huimans. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. anyway. i'm still missing alot alot of people. D: and not many humans are online lah.

babes: I MISS THE WHOLE LOT OF YOU! many loves! take cares alright! will call soon (:

so gonna miss going out. let's hope i will find something to keep my occupied. specially at night if i can't make it online. D:

forever and ever.
-hillary

2007-12-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

BACK BACK BACK (: i'm back from chalet. anyway, mich is progressing real fast. speedy recovery! that's good to hear. been visiting her every single day. and she's gonna be discharge soon on saturday. and great. SATURDAY I'M LEAVING FOR HONGKONG D: i'm so going to miss every single one of you here lah. every year is the same old drama but yet, every year made me miss you people more. saturday is like a day away? now it's like 1.05am luh.

anyway. chalet was quite fun. visited mich and then went to chalet. play stationed and mahjong-ed. it's seriously addictive. had dinner. at around 4am, rushed down to the airport to sent humans to japannnnnnnn. okay gonna continue tmr.

LOVES.
-hillary

2007-12-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

yoohoooooooo (: monday was mich's big day. and yes she's fine. (: went to the hospital in the morning. met at buona vista. waited with mich. after that went to town. bought my bag and slippers. went to sing kbox. saw the christmas lightings. made cindy very excited. damn funny luh. took 5 back to pasir ris. ate. and then yadah yadah. till 11+ i went home.

went to visit mich again today. stayed there till almost 7. trained back to pasir ris. dinner at downtown. and then yadah yadah yadah and home. hahas. kay so i quarrelled with mummy for a few times over the same stupid thing. if only she knew why. ahhhh. but wtf. i like can tell her. oh well. i swear i'm feeling super tired and dying from a headache. again.

jay chou is my love. PERIOD.

it's all been said.
-hillary

2007-12-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

gahhhhhhhhh. i'm eff bored. as usual. cindy's busy with maths. -.- thel's busy with her cousin. me and sam and rotting infront of the comp. more of me actually. sam is watching why why love which everyone watched already. nothing much is happening. i'm back to the i'm-so-fucking-bored state. zomggggggggggg. i swear, victoria secret models have THE body to die for. found something nice to watch at brightcove.

and dear mich, everything's gonne be alright! don't worry babe.

the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
-hillary

2007-12-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

once again. daddy is being the bitch. ahhh. moving on. today was not that interesting. walked around with sam. and then i went to meet my parents after that. dinner and then home. something bad followed and i don't even know why lah. unreasonable. anyway. yesterday went to visit syasya. cheer up babe. we're here for you! went with bird, kim, tricia, joy, vera. they damn cute lah. heard the whole story and everything. i send my deepest regards. then went to bernard's sister's chalet at night. like not super last minute luh. went home at 11+ damn retarded.

you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.
-hillary

2007-11-30T00:59:00.000+08:00

MY HAIR IS DONEEEEEEEEEEE. but i still think my fringe looks funny. oh well. i'm happy with my hair colour. life is boring. okay so after doing my hair. went to marina square with cin, sha and sam. super retarded me and sam quarrelled alottttttttttt. but obviously for fun. HAHA. okay after that sha had to go for lessons and then the three of us went down to bugis while sam and cin have their dinner. met korkor there too. he's super retarded i swear. HAHA. after that took 12 back. super long journey i suppose. hahas.

sending my deepest regards and condolences to dear syasya. sorry about what happen.

gimme more.
-hillary

2007-11-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

HOHOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. npcc farewell night was alright i guess. took many photos. but gonna wait for my babes to come online and send me the photos. HAHAHA. Went to simpang for dinner with the guys. damn fun lah. they very funny. (: sadly not everyone went but it's alright there can be more outings :D here are the photos (:

GROUP SHOT! on the mrt.

MY PANTS! glowing in the dark at zoooooo.

yeahhhhhhhh tmr i going to do my hairrrrrrrr. can't wait. okay nothing much to say actually. CINDYYYYY REPLY MEEEEEEE

you're my love story.
-hillary

2007-11-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ELISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! I LOVE YOU LOTS NO MATTER WHAT! (:

okay so today we had dance practice for a super short while lah. off to whitesands to get shasha's present. Bought her a hamster (: and she's loving it! but apparently cindy seem even more excited bout the hamster more than sha lah. funny thing is, the hamster don't seem to like cin that much HAHAHAHA. and the hamster was like damn stress lah. super cute. got her a box with letters from us and sweets. And we got her a small cake. (: hope we made your birthday memorable babe!

today was quite a short day i suppose? but we had fun celebrating with that woman.

babe, we'll be there through thick and thin. and you're finally 15! AFTER SO LONG! hahas. AND PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF THE HAMSTER OKAY! (:

photos will be up some other day.

loves,
-hillary

2007-11-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

MORE PHOTOS (:

Loves.
-hillary

2007-11-26T20:41:00.001+08:00

ZOOOOOO. (: even though on 11 souls turned up. it was still enjoyable luh. and i bet everyone was super tired in the end. and the bitchy weather didn't stop us from moving round. hope the juniors had fun. anyway. many photos taken. Went to see the elephant show. THE ELEPHANT DAMN CUTE. especially intan and komali. we got wet thanks to the elephant squirting water at us. then we went on to see the many other animals. we walked the whole of zoo seeing a whole lot of animals. many were super cute. another show we caught was the sea lion and penguin one. THE PENGUIN IS AWFULLY CUTE. seriously. okay you should enlarge the photos. and my cam died on me half way. so i had to off it many time just to capture a few photos. happy looking at the photos. (: gonna get more from cin.

Elephant Show. Random. zoooooo (:

If you enlarge the 2nd collage you can see an up close shot of a fruit bat. THEY DAMN BIG SIA. enjoyyyyyyyy (:

i'm bloody having flu right now.

the way i are.
-hillary

2007-11-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tmr (: went shopping with mummy today and i have like PANDA EYES. i seem to have ton the night lah. i even saw the sun rise from my window. HAHA. slacked with rebecca after iggy's birthday. kind souls fetched me home (:

so today SHOPPING. pretty dresses. two tops. heels. and mummy shopped too. so two happy person at home. my eyes are really dying on me and i can't wait for zoo tmr. :D

idiotiswearpleasedontdothistoyourselfisbloodyfuckingnotworthitokayyoushouldknowbetter

BOREDDDDDDD.
-hillary

2007-11-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOO. Today was quite an eventful day. Today is Open House Day 2. repetition of day 1. THERE WERE NO PARENTS. it's like the most ulu open house can. we practiced so long for open house and we still end up performing to our own school people. oh well. at least it entertained them and made them less bored. was overly bored so we took photos (: very retarded but that's us. :D After that we went to downtown's Scratch and did our manicure. fickle minded humans took ours to pick the colours =x yes i took ages. After getting our nails done, took 12 to Tanah Merah. wanted to go town at first but didn't cause dear samy need to go home so we took the train back to pasir ris. very retarded but it's alright, like thel say, saved us from walking to whitesands. HAHA. dinner at cavana and off to the beach. our live is like forever pasir ris lah. oh well. walked to the beach. saw some event thingy. the fella sang really nice songs. sat there and chatted. walked thel back to downtown while me and cindy ate again and then walked back to the beach to talk even more. saw a fish leap out of the waters and some weired hole and then a weird balck thing. kay we saw alot of weird things lah. damn funny lol. then walked to mrt and then home.

Open house day 1 was boring. me and cin woke up early just to set up booth but bloody hell no one was there luh. and we went to downtown again. eat, talked? and then home. ohohoh and i found out that the highest for PSLE was bloody 294. wtf. so smart can. okay i very bored ah so things are random.

PICTURES!
kay the blender and the cups are from PSL bonding. We blended tomatoes, celery and bittergourd. YUMMY DRINK :D. two self shots was on kimmy's confirmation day and the rest were today. danceroom and on the way home with cindy.

bobo loves chacha, booboo and baabaa!
P.S: Rico wants to be hereeeeeee. my phone is still nicer XP

cause i'll be alright,
-hillary.

2007-11-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

ENCHANTEDDDDDDDDDDDDD. i tell you the movie is a MUST WATCH. it's SUPER NICE. ahhhhhh. the girl. the guy. the prince. the princess. really two thumbs up. the girl is so pretty lah. her dress is nice. hahas. it's so magical lah in a way. the chipmunk was adorable. it's just a super nice movie. the lovey dovey feeling. ahhhhh. okay. hahas. i watched it with my babes, cin, thel and sam. saw illya and sha before the show and we watched the same show too. before that had dance practice. preparing for tmr's open house. gonna be in school by 8am. meeting cin and we're gonna set up the booth. gonna have a performance at 3pm tmr.

BOREDOMMMMMMMMMM. okay gonna back track (:

yesterday had dance as usual. slacked at downtown foodcourt.

monday was PSL bonding session. (: it turn out successful i'll say. even though it rained halfway during the team challenge. the juniors, most of them were really enthu. after that went to slack with su and people. i miss slacking (: then went home. and now i'm having bodyaches.

and and i'm super glad i completed my NYAA after much bugging. hahas. finally it's done and approved.

out from under.
-hillary

2007-11-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

KIMMY'S CONFIRMATION (: abit lazy to blog now ar. PSL camp tmr. 8-8. have to get up earlyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i'll blog tmr (:

revenge is sweeter than you ever were.
-hillary

2007-11-17T12:23:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO! IM BACK (: chalet was not THE bomb. but it was fun still. y. i'm gonna say what i remember.

first day. had meeting at 9am. was late. as usual. left at 12+ rushed home. changed and packed. rushed down to tm to buy our stuff (: i swear we were retards at ntuc. spending a total of 167.80 i think. waited for the rest of the guys to come and we bus-ed to the chalet. the chalet was up a hill. -.- so walked there. luckily 3 guys took all the stuff and went along with leon in his mum's car. if not, we'll be dying up hill. the chalet was big. we dumped everything one side. the guys started playing their halo 3. while the rest start mahjong. me and farizah decided to marinate chicken! very fun can. and we started the bbq. played dai di in our room. rushed down and snatched the tv from the guys to watch america's next top model. started to prepare for farizah's surprise. emyza started forming the stuff while we entertain farizah. I TELL YOU IT'S DAMN SWEET. all of us went down to help while emyza surpirse farizah. when she looked out the window, we sang her happy birthday song. and she screamed (: ran in to get the cake. kim and elisha were armed with whipped cream and chocolate syrup. so farizah tasted like whipped cream and chocolate syrup that night. and so did leon's room =x the place was damn messy. so we went to bathe and lots more commotion in there. it's damn retarded. thereafter we started cleaning up the place. went down and then sat around the table and talked bout many many things. joel and kim cooked maggie mee (: and we ate and talked. so fun lah. till 3++ we went up to the room to talk somemore. went out at 5+ to watch sunrise. walked to changi beach. saw many ah gua. and they really looked hot. if not for a bit of the guy resemblance and voice. sat at the beach. saw many pretty stars and we observed the eye of the storm and all sorts of weird things. walked back to the chalet cause of the coming storm. packed the room and left. went to tm. pastamania for breakfast (: played at tm playground, went home and SLEEP. went out at night. caught Bratz with cindy at century. went to chalet after that. went home at 1+ and now i'm here. being very bored. cause everyone decided to stay homeeeeee.

PHOTOS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KECIK!
very sweet right. this is the view from 2nd storey X)

so there goes the class chalet. oh well. everyone wants to stay homeeee and waste their saturday. AHHHHHHHHHHH. guess i'm staying home too then.

revenge is sweeter.
-hillary

2007-11-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

TIRING DAY I SWEAR! i slept at 4am. yes. and i woke up at 8+ anyway. not gonna mention what happen this morning. kay so i met sam at 11, lunched, met thel and went for dance. we extended dance for like two hours luh. was damn tired. i could sleep standing. so yah. went home. slept a short while. and been online since. so now i'm like super super tired lah. yeah CHALET tmr (:

kim just sent me veronica's new album and brit's new album and i agree with they. nice! okay my eyes are shutting on meeeeee. GOOD NIGHTS PEOPLE

CHALETTTTTTTTTTT X)

love.
-hillary

2007-11-14T03:16:00.000+08:00

GASTRICCCCCCCCCC. does milk cure gastric or make them worse? ahhhh anyway, finally i'm done with the proposals and it's like 3.11am and we have a meeting at 10am tmr. and mr president is still compiling the work even though he's like three-quater asleep already. okay so went for dance today. after dance went to cin's class chalet. nice place. serious. learned mahjong and we played that all day long. cin went to watch her linkin park concert and thel met lester. and the two of them are gonna stay overnight. leon, yanhow and charles came. took turns and played more mahjong. haha. all addicted. i seriously can't wait for my class chalet! i don't know why. hahaha. now my shoulders are aching. -.- so my brain is not exactly functioning right now. but oh well. at least i manage to finish the work. it's super tiring. pass few days am getting cranky. moodswings alert! okay. finally mr president went to sleep. what a day. i'm gonna go offfffffffffffffff.

i wish i knew.
-hillary

2007-11-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

Blogger was being bitchy but guess it's alright already. haha. am currently watching hey gorgeous and it's damn cute lah. okay now the show finally ended. i'm back (: heh. today went to school for meeting. quite productive i'll say. okay i'm gonna continue doing my proposals. and i've yet to start on my hw and it's already OVERDUE. great. now friendster is being bitchy too. oh well. all my loves are at chalet can! so irritating. CLASS CHALET! QUICK COMEEEEEEE. THURSDAY QUICK COMEEEEEEE. okay now i'll have to start contacting the class. okay i'm gonna go keep myself busy (:

Superwoman rocks more than superman!
-hillary

2007-11-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO (: let me recall what happened on friday. had meeting. then went to meet cin they all in the danceroom. went to the airport. (: it's been long since we stepped in there together. the airport changed alot. slacked around. had popeye or something ahhh i forgotten the spelling. but i think you people should know where luh. then after that slacked at one corner. i swear we are retards. but all the more i love it. those stupid laughters and retarded actions which i think no one could imagine lah. =x HAHAHA. left the airport with cin and mich while thel waited for lester. went home and rotted i think.

Photo at eastcoast. taken from sam (:me being me, i'm damn bored lah =x

JAY CHOUUUUUUU. he is THE love (: anyway, no more bridging for us! just meeting and dance. hahas. oh well. i can't wait for class chalet! so much to do, so little time. so typical. =x

P.S: i love talking to rico (: HAHA. claims him claims him XP

you were the saddest song.
-hillary

2007-11-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

IM SO EFFING BORED. okay so this few days been dance and dance. didn't go for bridging. nothing much actually. since today is a public holiday, went out with my loves. headed to town with thel sam and mich. walked round. it was boring seriously. there's nothing to do at town. went to marina sq. sam and mich got their bags for next year. slacked abit more. went to bedok. mich and thel went home. me and sam waited for cin to come and we went to east coast. yadah yadah yadah. 9+ go home. and now i'm home. and i'm like damn tired. conference with my loves now. and it's damn retarded. my leg is aching. AHHHHH. okay i'm gonna stop here (:

it's over now.
-hillary

2007-11-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO. okay this is gonna be a short post. is pouring like mad outside. -.- anyway, MR POLAR BEAR CAN SING AND PLAY PIANO and it was really really nice (: hahas. it's still nice even with the flu. X)

looking at the photographs,
-hillary

2007-11-04T16:22:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOOO does the guy below actually exist -.- once again. i was bored to the extend of coping something from the friendster bulletin.

I'm the guy who will text you
every single morning and tell you good
morning, and every single night to tell
you sweet dreams.

I'm the guy who will hold you when
you're crying and wipe away your tears.

I'm the guy who still thinks you're
beautiful with no make-up on, wearing
your most torn up jeans and a plain
tee-shirt

I' m the guy who won't
pressure you to
do things that you don't want to do.

I' m the guy who kisses you on the
forehead; it doesn't always have to be
on the mouth.

I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.

I'm the guy who actually listens to you
when you talk.

I'm the guy who's waited all day
because I'm looking forward to our date
that night.

I'm the guy who is content to just be
able to hold you and wants nothing
more.

I'm the guy who can't help but smile
when you walk into the room.

I'm the guy who's perfectly content
with staying in and watching movies and
cuddling.

I'm the guy who won't lie to you about
where he's going or where he's been, or
who he's been with.

I'm the guy who gets butterflies when
he hears your name.

I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell
his friends he loves you.

I'm the guy who doesn't mess with other
girls when I have you; you're the only
one that I need.

I'm the guy who doesn't care about your
imperfections, and loves you more for
them; who wants a perfect girl? that's
just boring.

I'm the guy who will hold you while we
watch the sunset.

I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE
YOU
THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.

I AM THIS GUY.. one of many.. who
always
end s up losing her to the jerks who
will
treat her like crap and are so
concerned
a bout getting some.

then again the last bit seem quite true too. when you're just too good to be true, you tend to just take him/her for granted. and poor* there goes a beautiful relationship. okay crappy.

went to town. nothing much interesting there. went to tm. filled with people. what so nice bout tm sia. -.- and now i'm home. (:

yesterday went out with my dearest ethel (: after oh-so-long. went to watch game plan. ahhh i cried and laugh like nothing. not bad luh the show. the small girl is super duper cute. went to take neoprints (: hahas. walked and went to cityhall to wait for her parents to pick her up and i went home.

so there goes the weekend. there's lesson tmr. but luckily it starts at 11 (: one more week and lessons will be over and done with. CAN'T WAIT!

the truth is a stranger.
-hillary

2007-11-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

NIGHT SAFARIIIIIIIII X) yes we went there (: okay so we had dance this afternoon till 330. the dance is quite nice lah. mich have to go some NE thingy which involves going to night safari! we asked ms leung if we could follow and she agreed to it. the only thing is we have to pay ourselves. so me, sam and cin tagged along. we only stayed there for like 2 hour plus lah. the tram ride and the walk. went into the mangrove thingy and we saw bats. no doubt, sam screamed when she saw one flew above her. HAHA. damn cute. then around 9+++ we were on the bus back to school. walked back to ws. took mrt with boonhuat and met daryl korkor at the tamp mrt there. he was suppose to walk me to take bus but being super super kind he paid for my cab fare home. THANK YOU KORKOR! X) now he's playing mahjong. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz i'm so bored!

love and hate.
-hillary

2007-11-02T00:03:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN CHIH KAI!

CHICKY! X) HAPPY BIRTHDAY! FINALLY 16!

with love.
-hillary

2007-11-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

life is boring. hahas. this line has been said at least a thousand time lah. anyway. I KNOW I SUCK ALOT AT POOL -.- and i didn't know i can evaporate lah. oh well. okay today was lessons, lessons and lessons. -.- chem was cancelled. maths test was a bummer. i think no matter how easy it was, i'm still gonna like flunk it. went to downtown inbetween lessons. had dance. nothing much actually. preparing for open house. went to beach after that. i swear the rock there got hell lot of ants. sat there and talked. cin mich sam and me. (: after awhile went off. walked with cin to mrt and mrt-ed back.

gonna have dance tmr so people COME FOR DANCE. now i'm boreddddddddddd.

who knows how to love you without being told.
-hillary

2007-10-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

hellooooo humans (: finally i'm home. and blogger is lagging like shit -.- anyway, here is the schedule for dance. updated one.
1st nov, 2.15 - 4pm
2nd nov, 1.30-3pm
7th nov, 2-4pm
13th nov, 12-2pm
14th nov, 12-2pm
19th nov 12-2pm
21st nov, 11-1pm

so please turn up for dance.

okay so went to school today. BORING. very. went to steph's condo's swimming pool area for a while and then i left. went home changed and met sam. went to xcraft and bought my studs X) and then headed to simpang for dinner. definitely love lah. then went to sk's chalet. funny can. and it's real sweet of him to book the chalet for his gf's birthday. moving on, sat down and talk. Halloween night and we saw some ang moh all dressed up and walking round. damn funny sia. then the guys wanted to play soccer, me and sam got bored watching so we took their phone and changed all their wallpapers. typical. =x hahas. and then now i'm home. ahhhh fuck lahhhh !@#$%^ tmr got school. AND TEST. and i like studied -.- i'm so gonna flunk it even if its easy.

today is a funny day. really. and weird in many many ways.

who doesn't long for someone to hold.
-hillary

2007-10-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

dad, i hate you. i can never forget. bloody bastard. fuck you.

2007-10-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

helloooooo. hahas. i've been very lazy recently =x school today was alright. played daidi, stress and PSP. I SWEAR I WAS DAMN IRRITATED. GERALD YOU BETTER GET THAT GIRL BACK TO 5th DEN! and the other one to 2nd den! bloody PSP. so whole days was PSP PSP PSP cards cards cards.

yesterday had lunch with rebecca and humans. follwed rebecca to her school then walked round whitesands. and then went to her house. okay i cut out many parts cause lazy luh. watched part of house of wax at her house. gross bodoh. hahas. her maid super super cute. and her hair is super long lah! okay very random. =x ahhhhhh. now i'm home and great there's school tmr. again. and for the convenience for some people and myself. this is the dance schedule for the holiday.

1st nov, 2.15 - 4pm
2nd nov, 1.30-3pm
7th nov, 2-4pm
8th nov, 10-12pm
13th nov, 12-2pm
14th nov, 12-2pm
19th nov 12-2pm
21st nov, 11-1pm

i can't wait for bridging to end. i want to enjoy my holidays. CHALETTTTT. (:

here we are again.
-hillary

2007-10-28T15:41:00.000+08:00

I'M BORED. seriously nothing is happening. it's pouring heavily. SIAN. there's school tmr. so much for holidays. oh well. lets hope that lessons would be fun. somehow. the weather is very fuck up. and i swear all the humans online are gaming -.- KIMMMMM. come online!

i'm sorry for the wrong things that i've done.
-hillary

2007-10-27T21:45:00.001+08:00

JOB HUNT! not me but my two dear girls. mich and sam. okay so went down to simei. walked all around. practically going into every shop asking if they are hiring people and sadly, 16 and above. -.- whats the whole point of changing the min. age to work to 14 if shops hire 16 and above. went down to tm and continued the hunt. and once again. 16 and above. cs was no better lah. so in the end we went to kfc for dinner. and slacked. talked alot alot. reminiscing bout old times. good and bad. i miss those times. walked abit more. went to open plaza. slacked even more. saw some humans. ethel came. walked abit more. arcade-d and then home (:

and and 15th NOV. CLASS CHALET (: successfully booked it even though its like super last minute.

PHOTOS (:

Photos taken during free periods. thats how bored we were =x
my bimbos and airheads.

Out with farizah and eli (:
i was lazy to upload the photos then so here's the rest. =x

hahas. the many photos here. ahhh. i'm gonna miss alot alot of things. okay. my headache's been killing me today. rahhhh. the bee movie is coming out soon (: this is damn random =x

you are a million miles away.
-hillary

2007-10-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO (: i'm super tired but i'm gonna blog for a bit cause i'm super bored. today was officially the last day of school. but obviously we'll have to come back for lessons, cca and what not. so my first quarter of my holiday is gone. depressing much. okay blogger is being bitchy again -.- anyway, did spring cleaning in class. quite fun lol. principal gave his speech to wrap up the school year and we had teacher admin. we sat at the parade square there for super long this morning due to the many prizes, awards give out and talks. 3E5 is love (: i'll miss this year. alot. and especially those humans. I MISS YOU PEOPLE ALOT ALOT. we received $150 worth of vouchers. gonna put into the class fund for chalet X) hopefully we'll be able to book it. I WANT CHALET VERY BADLY! specially one with the class. anyway. so much for happy holidays. i still need to get my butt to school next week.

Yesterday was boring too. okay i seriously need to recall. i'm super sleepy lah =x OH we had an emergency exercise. SUPER LAME. they played sound effects through the speakers just to make it sound as though there are tremors. but i think no one actually bothered to hide under the table. ITS RETARDED. was asked to go down to the field. it was bloody hot i tell you. people could have died from heat stroke. played games with cindy, mich and co to make time pass. it really helped lah. went back to class. super super hot. and spent the rest of the day sleeping and daidi. went to food court after that. komal and sam were there too. ate. and talked. (: love conversations. Dr Komal X)

my eyes are closing on me. so GOOD NIGHTS PEOPLE!
-hillary

2007-10-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

MUSHROOMS! (: school trip to the mushroom and wheat grass farm and otah factory. apparently it sounds damn lame but it turned out quite alright lah. the mushroom farm was cute i suppose. nothing much to see at the wheat grass farm and otah factory. quite factory. everyone just ate otah. -.- HAHAHA. i didn't know that non-spicy otah is actually FISHCAKE. i really didn't know sia. then went back to school. played cards with humans. damn cute lah. and yes i'm a very bad murderer! so paiseh lah. i can't help laughing away. but oh well it was fun. went home. and had been online ever since. helped ethel edit her blog skin. (: and now it's completed. so anyway. tmr gonna get back report book. not look forward to it actually. ahhhh.

PHOTOS (:
mushrooms are pretty. in a way lah.

they smell funny. not in a good way.

Wheat grass farm (:

Rest of the photos. (:

Guess this bout it. today was quite alright. and i think i'm down with flu. BOOOOOO.

have you ever,
-hillary

2007-10-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

RAINNNNN. the morning started off by raining -.- how great right! cindy didn't come school :( met michy at mrt. bus-ed to school. and went off to class. was called to leave class after pledge and yadah yadah. went down. and we were told that we were suppose to conduct sec 1 bonding from 8am-930am. unexpected. unprepared =x hahas. me and ethel tried playing all sorts of games. and apparently there are some funny people lah. -.- but in the end we manage to play at least one game with most of them participating. getting the sec 1s attention and cooperation is definitely not easy. seriously. oh well then we went off for our lunch after sending them to mpr. one hour lunch break? of all times when everyone is super bored and restless. we get a one hour break. on days which we are dying for longer breaks, we get a 20 mins break -.- was suppose to go and join the rest but in the end was called down again. this time it was to take care of the pri 6 Mee Toh primary students. some of them were suppose to go to the mpr to join the sec 1s with the IPW talk whereas the rest take a tour round the school. and the moment we stepped in. we know the talk would be one word, BORING. it was words, words, talk, talk and more words. PICTURES HELLO. pictures seems ten thousand times more interesting. anyway. we managed to get them out of the talk and get a quick tour round the school. a really quick one. it amazes me how i never seen some of the stuff in the school before lah. =x so it all ended at 12. and we went back to our class. slacked till 1 and school ended X) downtown-ed. ate. and slacked with ethel while the rest went home. not a very eventful day. -.- mr saviour is suffering from the same disease. boredom. HAHA. retarded. i know. =x

heading down to a ceramics factory, mushroom farm and otah factory. lol. it's pretty obvious that they are just making it seem like we're being kept busy after the exams -.- ahhh oh well. hopefully tmr is better even though i highly doubt so. and please don't rain!

18th Oct. Farizah and me (:

oh my love.
-hillary

2007-10-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

now is 12.11am. and i'm not sleeping. i've nothing to dooooooooooo. and being super pathetic. i'm only at ep 6 of why why love while humans already finish watching the show. i've got nothing to blog bout either. seeing the sec 4 go is sad. i miss egg and baboon. school would definitely be different without them. i miss those times. ton-ing. playing cards at void decks. slacking around after school. and just being damn retarded. i miss them alot alot lah. looking back at the photos. though there weren't many but still. EGG AND BABOON YOU'RE MISS BADLY. okay i'm gonna go sleep now. =x

goodnights people.

i'd miss you once, i'd miss you twic and i'm still missing you.
-hillary

2007-10-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

BOO. went to town as usual. daddy is sick so dinner with mummy's friend was canceled. and i was like looking forward luh. but he's having high fever so i'm not suppose to complain. ahhh my pms is not helping. i was bored out of the world. watched why why love to kill time. and mr saviour saved me from boredom. sort of lah anyway. SUPER LAME JOKES. zomg. really damn lame. but funny lah still. school is a dread. seriously. tmr will be listening to some talks? emergency exercise thingy? year after year. and obviously school life is not made easier with ms poodle in school being overly particular with our attire and appearance. the thought of it makes me want to snuggle up in bed till noon. okay i'm dreaming. daddy's gonna be home tmr lah. hopefully humans in school will make things ten thousand times better. O levels starts tmr so GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE HUMANS TAKING THEIR Os! once again, the year is ending. ahhh even though this year doesn't seem as nice as last year. i still don't want it to end. the memories. and the class. even though we came from different classes previously, we're bonded as one now. and the feeling is ultra love. i'm gonna miss every single human (:

suddenly, i'm missing you all over again.
-hillary

2007-10-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

BOOOO. (: okay. my tagboard is very alive. hahas. anyway, went for daddy's company's family day today. it was suppose to be at sentosa but guess what, it changed its venue to pasir ris park -.- THE DIFFERENCE LIKE QUITE SMALL -.- i would have preferred sentosa so much more lah. but nevermind. pasir ris park is more convenient for me to go off. met sam at whitesands and mrt-ed to tanah merah. mich boarded the train at simei. went to bugis. nothing much there. there's the competition for calender guy. some hunk thingy. the poster guy look build. quite hot i guess. kelly poon was also there. went to bugis street to meet steph and followed her buy tees and she had to go off for tuition -.-. then sat down at bugis cafe. camwhored with cindy (: life is getting boring. so out of desperation, we decided to go to haji lane and find a nice cafe to slack at. walked round haiji lane, wanted to bring them to pitch black but it was close. how sad right! but in the end we went to blu jazz(?) some cafe which cindy's sister worked in before. nice atmosphere. nice setting. didn't take many pictures of it. the place is quite cosy. recommended! cindy, mich and sam had their dinner. and after that, i went back to tm to meet my parents for dinner. now i'm super bored. anyway, PHOTOS!

MONSTARS at the beach.
Family day.

Bugis Cafe.

Haji Lane,
Cafe (:

The cafe nice right! hahas. okay blogger is being bitchy again cause i can't see the cursor thingy. today i pms-ed alot. random! HAHA.

with love.
-hillary

2007-10-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

To my babes, this video is for you! (:

with all the love in the world,
-hillary

2007-10-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

okay. school was boring i swear. we went back to school and listen to some environmental talk and some school improvement talk. waste of time? waited fucking long for cab this morning and i was almost late lah. but best of all even when i manage to get to school without being late, i still kena by the poodle. -.- obviously the hair was the main thing. and then yadah yadah. she wasted so much time. went back to class after the talks and did nothing useful. i'm already having the sad feeling about moving on to next year. ahhhh !@#$%. i'm super bored now. anyway. went to downtown and slacked. we talked for like 3-4 hours at the foodcourt lah. damn retarded. but moments like this are absolute love. now im homeeeeee. and the video is done (: babes, you were the soundtrack of my summer! i love you all! (:

lovelove.
-hillary

2007-10-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hai Talent 2007.
Dance club and NCC.
Sweet, Sugar, Candyman!

with love.
-hillary

2007-10-18T19:37:00.000+08:00

hello! (: okay i've been pretty lazy lately and boredom invaded the world. yes. anyway. Hai talent was fun. even though the idea sucked alot at first but the merger with NCC for the performance was damn fun. the guys were really sweet lah. and well they were really great. way beyond our expectations! GREAT JOBS GUYS! you did ncc proud i bet. hahas. it was a competition so prize giving tmr i guess. after the performance we headed back to the dance room and DANCED. (: ENCORE. hahas. lights off. music on. everyone was damn high. specially my dear mich. hahas. she went nuts. but it was really fun. looking forward to another merger X)

kimmy took a video of it. gonna upload it if i can (:

PHOTOS (:

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so went out with farizah and elizaberth today. the rest of the humans were quite stuck at home. met them at cityhall. farizah was damn cute lah. went to fareast and walked around. We say many humans first was YILING and then amanda, geraldine and co. AND WE SAW A CUTE HOT HANDSOME GUY who has a girlfriend who's not exactly what we'd call pretty. AHHHH. I SWEAR HE IS HANDSOME. and he disappeared to i'm-not-sure-where. then we saw this girl who is wearing something like what farizah is and everytime we walk pass them both parties laugh and turn around and look at each other. its damn funny luh. and for some reasons. humans looked at me as though they know me and then walk away. farizah realised that too. I DON'T LIKE IT. photos up soon. hahas. im lazy to get them from my phone. =x
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I WANT TO MEET THAT HOT GUY AGAIN! X)

and i'm here to say i'm sorry.
-hillary

2007-10-16T19:23:00.001+08:00

okayyyy so guess what. this whole thing was a misunderstanding? so please stop assuming alright. if there's something you want to say, say to me luh. don't post it on your blog and wait for me to read -.- ahhh anyway its over. so yesterday went out with my girls. cause mr woodcock. ITS DAMN FUNNY. go watch. and kim its not about a guys whose cock is made of wood -.- was suppose to go town? but due to the rain we didn't. went to the arcade. and it was super retarded. went to downtown. went to kuanseng's chalet. the girls were nice (: and it was alright lah. then dinner and home.

school today was useless. seriously. other than the parts which we got back our papers. it was a total waste of my time. teachers also not in class. -.- then had dance. quite fun. i think thats the best part of the day lah. hahas. okay im super tired. the weather is bloody cold today. best to cuddle up. (: BEDDDD. hahas. like i will sleep very early also. and fuck i do not look forward to tmr. tmr will find out who will retain. and i have a strong feeling i might kena. this is sickening. i don't want to know. its getting on my nerve. ahhh. but reality is reality. not helping very much though. oh well. DINNER (:

loves.
-hillary

2007-10-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

fuck. i like have been flirting, meeting and talking to other guys right. i don't even bloody reply half the guys on my friendster. talk. you also like not talk to other girls what. MEETING? i only like meet one lah. and somemore is with all my friends. and for a short while only. i bet you met more girls than the guys i meet lah. on top of all that. i where got scold you on my blog! you like got promise to come back right. you like not ask me move on. you like got talk to me also. so apparently im suppose to isolate myself while waiting for you right. what i did i actually do sia. you like someone else i don't really care anymore. but saying all that. i mind. i bloody fucking didn't lah. i swear you're damn low.

damn pissed off. this is so irritating. so you think waiting for you is fun right. its like you don't even seem like you will come back lah. i also never reply all the guys that talk to me lah. cept for like one or two which i know lah. i don't even know why im trying so bloody fucking hard lah. i'm glad that you found someone you like lah. and whatever you said bout me i really don't know what you're thinking lah. it's like i don't even know you anymore. my conscience is clear. i waited for you. and i never fell for any other guy. you believe anot your choice. anyway it doesn't even matter anymore. glad that you found someone that'll make you happy. glad that you've found love.

still. you're damn low.
-hillary